Letter to my Crush .
Umm, okay . Hello :)
So, yeah, I've liked you since last year's december . Which makes it a year already .
I was'nt exactly in love with you, until october , when i realised how much you really meant to me .
I thank God for the miracles He has done regarding you .
Giving me so many opportunities to talk to you, to see you , to find out more about you .
I even have your car plate number ( man, i know, its creepy HAHA) , your HP number , and almost everything about you.
I really wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas on Saturday, but i just did'nt have the courage to.
Not even to send a tiny little sms, in the fear of making me seem weird.
Oh well . I really hate you at times . My heart totally shattered into little pieces when i got to know you liked _____ ever since, i don't know how long .
And my heart ached when i saw that box in her hands , with the same wrapping paper as another you were holding in yours ytd. D:
I really wanted to cry , but i could'nt .
I can't blame her, its not her fault . And yet i can't blame you . I can only blame myself for not being able to show ; to tell you that i love you . Im sorry . But i still feel happy at the thought that God is on my side, and i know He will help ;guide ; lead me through . :D
Thank you for making me smile .
Though you might not have known .
Especially on sundays .
I just can't thank you enough . Without you, i would still have a purpose to life, but no one who would be able to make me smile a smile as widely as how you would .
I ♥ YOU . My dearest _ _K _
; These songs remind me of you, and i've been listening to them constantly .
Casting crowns - Oh Glorious Day .
Casting crowns - Sweet Little Jesus Boy .
Posted on Monday, 27 December 2010 @ 12:53 am
