Sigh :(
Love is just so irritating . It's in my mind 24/7, even when im sleeping .
I think of him day and night . And always wished that he loved me back the same. 100% .
It's been such a confusing week . And i just thank God for pulling me through.
Camp was really sucky . And i hated the part when i almost cried cause i was thinking too much about something . I went all emo and stuff :(
Maybe being with him isnt the best of things to do, but i really am in love with him.
He confuses me all the time. Suddenly he's all sweet and stuff, but the next day he's cold . So, which am i supposed to believe? I dont know anymore .
I wish RKKT could still be an option for me . :/
Exam results . I got really horrible grades. But i still thank God for helping me do the papers , that even though i didnt study much, i passed every single subject , and topped English in class .
I hope that i'll study more , and get better grades next time .
Anyway, I really feel very heartbrokened now . It really hurts to see someone you love flirting with other girls . It really does . And all i think is about him . Im not kidding .
And gullible? I dont think so. I just choose to believe whatever you say because i love you . I dont want to ruin the chance for myself . I could just have a mind of my own and go against you, but i didnt. Cause i didnt want to . Anyway, Love hurts . And jealously kills .
Posted on Sunday, 22 May 2011 @ 9:45 am
