Lemons or lemonade?
Everytime i tell myself i'm over you, I'm just lying.Cause i can never get over you.
You're name is stuck in my head.
The texts never deleted, in my phone.
Your face always appearing in front of me.
And just memories of you playing in my head like a broken recorder.
I miss you so much :(
And it just hurts.
I wished God didnt allow me to like any guy.
So that i wont continuously get hurt .
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Long chat session with Krysta today <3
Told her my troubles , and she shared her experiences with me.
Helped and encouraged me a lot.
Now, i'm gonna strive to become a better Christian.
To love the Lord and obey Him.
To love everyone else. Including Vanessa . Despite how hard that is.
To stay happy always.
To think positively, and that life is already considered really good :)
THANKYOU <3 totally appreciated.
It's nice to be able to talk to someone who cares. Who is a Christian. Who loves the Lord too (:
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Match against Beatty sec.
Won.
But i think i did really badly.
Served out balls.
Didnt block properly.
Receiving not say very stable.
And never got to spike the ball across :(
Wasted. Joy will never let me try again. Cause once bitten, twice shy.
Sigh, she wouldnt take the risk .
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Somehow i dont want to sleep.
I just want to stay here. Doing nth.
Goodness. I just miss you a lot. Like some crazy person.
:(((((((((((
Posted on Saturday, 9 July 2011 @ 12:17 am
