Rewind Time.
I wouldn't know whether to forward to the future or rewind back to the past if I had a time machine. But that doesn't really matter, cause time machines probably will never be invented . So all I can do is live my current life now to the fullest .
Something probed my thoughts today . XP & Javier were talking how stupid it is to fall in love at such a young age , for people to have steads and things of such.
But I can't help it that I like CN.
Apparently , I JUST CAN'T STOP ;(
Ugh, and it's really annoying me .
Cause I don't know if all this will just be a fairy tale , fictional .
:( I'm not good enough for him.
I keep having mixed feelings and thoughts .
One part of me keeps thinking that God is in control of everything and that it's possible for him and me to at least become good friends. But another part of me keeps telling me to give up cause its just impossible .
I really don't know which part of me to trust.
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Anyway, went to church in the morning . Felt really happy <3
That indescribable feeling of getting to see that special person after 2 long weeks . I don't need to talk to him as of yet, just seeing him makes me really really really happy already.
(take careeee :) since you're overseas? According to that donkey JN :p)
OKAY, ENOUGH OF HIM. HAHA.
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Ate lunch w Gloria and her mummy at AMK :) then went to watch the last -0 mins of puss in boots. Which really sucked :/ oh well, it's a show meant for kids anyway.
Bused down to serangoon gardens ,and then walked down to K's house , in the rain. Since we alighted at the wrong bus stop :(((
Played wii at her home, sang HM her birthday song then came home :)
OKBYE. IMY <3
Posted on Sunday, 20 November 2011 @ 11:59 pm
