Perplexity and confusion.
I can't imagine how incredibly painful it'll be for anyone to see the person they love with someone else .Neither can I imagine myself being with him.
So it works neither ways :(
Someday it'll be either I watch him journey through life with another girl, or be that girl who gets to spend life with him .
A crush for 3 years and still ongoing .
How difficult will it be to forget him?
I long to talk to him.
But it'll just be awkward .
Picture someone of the opposite gender that you've only seen around and not talked to before , coming towards you and suddenly going, ''Hi, my name is so and so...'
:b
You'll probably be more or less like, ' umm, k. I'm ... So and so um nice to meet you. '
I guess that's okay. But what comes after that? -silence -
:(
Fairy tales are meant to be fairy tales . They don't turn into reality.
Neither will a handsome, smart and rich guy with a good heart marry a girl who can hardly speak in proper sentences , overweight and have lots and lots of bad points .
Oh well.
Life still goes on.
Love isn't all there is to life . Though without love , there wouldnt be any meaning to life.
'For God so LOVED the world that He gave His only begotten son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life' -John 3:16
God loved each and everyone one in this sinful world and he gave us the greatest gift of all <3
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Sigh.
Life is a tiring journey .
But God has His purposes for every disappointment, trial, obstacle you and i may face .
I can't do anything but wait to see what God has planned out perfectly for me .
Hopefully I'll stop thinking so much. I'm still young anyway.
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Posted on Sunday, 8 January 2012 @ 6:17 pm
